Thursday, February 26, 2004
indochine@wisma has e same fish lanterns as those at sentosa during e countdown! haha.. nice.. hmm.. brings back memories tho.. heh.. but anyway.. if u think indochine@wisma is cool.. shld go check out e one at empress place.. near vch... it's fantastic..
anyway.. it's rachie baby's birthday today.. n as u can expect we all went to zouk last night to celeb it w her.. dem fun.. horrible headache today tho.. ahhh.. hate hangovers.. dammit...
Monday, February 23, 2004
stars of the nightsky. beautiful, mysterious, vain things.. dont know abt u but they make me fall in luv w em, one-sidedly.. cos of how lil of emselves they let u in on.. knowing how much beauty they possess and flaunting it endlessly.. guess i'm not sounding coherrent now cos not slpt in 2 nights.. but last night was magical.. caught sight of an extremely bright n unusual (for me) constellation last night right b4 going to slp at 2am.. wasnt e common orion or random stars.. but a v standout formation of stars.. some sorta Y shape.. i dont know.. hardly indescribable is the beauty of God's handiwork.. n there's more.. dozed off for like 1/2 hr only to be awoken by the sound of many birds chirping at day-break.. was like e 1st time slping w/o e airconditioner switched on at my new place so everything was just surreal.. remember feeling extremely rich.. rich in terms of God's luv n grace.. simply by watching the deep blue sky light up, second by second.. sigh.. it's kinda metaphoric.. of dawn n a new beginning etc..
tried to find out what constellation exactly tt was.. n it's like e closest resemblance of last night's is tt of canis major.. one of Orion's hunting dogs.. not sure tho.. hmm..
Thursday, February 19, 2004
cant believe i'm getting a lil sian of clubbing.. heh.. weird.. was supposed to go w e rest 2night.. hmm..
yest was real fun tho.. haha... considering i was being treated all e way.. *grinz* ruperto treated me to *$@hv while discussing t retreat stuff.. then met elena for dinner aft tt.. discipleship thingy.. cool k.. haha.. went ice-skating aft tt.. was like my 2nd time at e rink.. had fun! considering my 1st time ice-skating ended terribly.. was like pri 6 and went ice skating e day after falling down, skinning my knee n all.. n while ice skating fell on tt same knee.. so yeah.. can still remem going home w blood soaking thru my jeans from knee-down.. gRoss i tell ya.. so yea.. had a much better experience yest.. yay!
heh.. ya k.. tt's it.. still cant believe i didnt wanna go clubbing.. oh wait.. yea.. i know y.. it's mambo jumbo night.. haha.. yeah!! tt has to be y i'm not there..
Tuesday, February 17, 2004
many many things haf happened over e past few days.. guess to start it off, met up w e tk bunch yest to send joyce a.k.a my "suay" sister off for mel-uni.. sigh.. every1's like going on our own little journey now.. it's like uni is both exciting yet frightening to think about.. e crossroads thingy.. just so much potential yet so much doubt...
was w yo n shermeen b4 tt at nydc having dinner.. just couldnt stop thinking abt him all e while we were there.. like how he wld always be hungry.. n recc-ing me stuff at e hv's nydc.. sigh.. it's weird.. some friends who know say tt given tt i was e one who wanted out, i shld be happier.. but like it's hard.. i dont know.. takes time i guess.. luv is a weird thing.. here's smth i've been thinking.. wld u rather haf luved n lost (like luv tt ends bad) or not luv at all.. both seem equally appealing and repulsive at e same time.. i dont know.. i'm just contradicting everything i say now.. guess this is what happens to ur mind when u dont really slp properly for 4 nights in a row.. sigh.. anyway.. for those of u who wanna find out what happened really.. give it up yea? u shld know by now tt i'm pretty private when it comes to rs..
one thing's for sure tho.. i'm a v lucky girl when it comes to e friends i haf who were w me thru stuff.. it's funny how much we take things for granted sometimes.. like e friends tt stick by u.. then there's our parents.. n of cos God.. n everything tt He has done for us.. sigh.. makes me feel so much better..
anyway.. just did a quiz.. was like torn btw 2 different sets of answers which led to very very very different outcomes.. but u know what.. it's super freaky but there is like some truth to stuff.. as in yea.. i've known since forever tt there's more than one side to me.. but it never really was laid out in front of me n told right to my face like this b4.. it's just freaky..
here's e 1st one:
You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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here's e 2nd one
I'll bet you expected this answer. You already knew
you were a DARK ANGELIC, didn't you? You
are similar to a demon but slightly different
in that you don't revel in evil...you revel in
pleasure. Your wings resemble an angel's but if
that's so then you are a Fallen Angel - your
love of sin caused you to be cast from the
Heavens. They are black as raven wings and are
nearly as dark as your desires. You are
faithless and love it - you believe there is no
Judgement Day to fear and so you can do what
you want! You have a refined concept of what is
sexy and a slightly chaotic sense of 'fun.' In
fact, you love chaos and view much of what you
do as a game. You are typically attracted to
those that will challenge your mind, power, and
wit...and are 'dangerous' people like you. It's
not unlikely that you are bisexual or at least
open to the concept, because you seek
excitement and passion everywhere and in
everyone. Chances are you have a special talent
for magick - you're a powerful being and you
know what you want. Like a Serpent of Eden you
like to try your powers of seduction and
manipulation, though your intent is rarely to
cause harm. You have a deep, dark sense of art
and/or poetry, because your mind is a deep,
dark place. While typically smirking, amused,
and sarcastic, you are capable of severe
revenge and a passion and intensity unrivaled
by any other. In your eyes life is for
enjoyment and pleasure - nothing else. If
you're not having fun in your own twisted way,
you're not happy. You are easily bored with the
vast majority of people. You are most likely
drawn towards the Gothic subculture and
probably adore Goth music, art, and style. Many
people look down on your seemingly careless
lifestyle and may even consider you 'slutty'.
Not true. You just know you're sexy and you're
damn proud of it. Dark Angels have an outlook
most like Satanists - loving sin and looking to
none but themselves for power. Congratulations!
You're my kindred spirit. As far as I'm
concerned - you know what life is REALLY about.
Have fun...Muahaha.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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oh.. but one thing's for sure tho.. i'm not bi.. heh.. perfectly straight..
Saturday, February 14, 2004
posting this on vday... how appropriate really..
Foolish Games -- Jewel
Well excuse me, cos think I've mistaken you for somebody else
Somebody who gave a damn,
Somebody more like myself
These foolish games are tearing me apart
Your thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart
Friday, February 13, 2004
tired.. went to zouk wed night.. so many nj ppl! went w nicole n joined a few others there.. but didnt think there'll be just so many familiar nj faces.. haha.. saw malcolm too! old neighbour of 8 yrs.. cool guy.. was in deep shit all day today tho.. was a pretty last min thing n my mum didnt want me to go.. n i ended up coming back rather late.. hmm.. dont know la.. was pissed w her all day too but starting to kinda feel bad now.. hmm.. sigh..
anyway.. vday's almost here.. hmm.. got this link from a pal.. pretty sweet.. haha.. but m just thinking.. which guy i know would actually do tt for their girl? i'm probably extremely slp deprived n still having some delayed hangover thingy but seems to be tt romance in all it's mushy serenading glory is kinda dead.. heh.. i dont know.. i'm rambling.. tt didnt even sound coherent.. hmm.. nitez..
Sunday, February 08, 2004
today's just sooo cool! haha.. long, tiring day but was really worth it..
went for my 1st proper golf lesson today.. really exciting.. haha... as in could clearly see e laws of physics @ work.. w e transfer of energies.. spin on e ball (phy of fluids).. will not get carried away here.. haha.. but phy is just wayyyy cool..*grinz*.. can just imagine hx, bry shaking their heads... oopz..
had church class (happens every saturday fortnightly) in e aft.. pretty heavy stuff.. hope they get into my head.. hmm.. hafta go read up a lot more.. haha.. n rather happy tt e notice board has gotten approval.. =)
ohoh.. then had class dinner right aft tt.. haha.. rushed like crazy la.. cos class ended at 6.. in e east.. n dinner was at 6.30@PS.. was gRreat i tell ya.. haha.. like all of us occupying one whole row of tbls@swensens.. then sitting there for like hrs, eating.. playing games.. talking nonsense... (gals w work stories.. guys w ns stuff.. as usual..) n there was this long Q of ppl waiting for tbls n they just kept staring at us.. but cant blame really us right? i mean.. not seen every1 together as a class for quite some time.. =) went to e arcade aft tt.. there was this ah beng dancing e para² smth.. really smooth moves n all, but couldnt help giggling cos e actions were really "gu niang".. can u imagine a gu niang ah beng? amusing.. =P e whole thing was just great fun.. went for coffee aft tt.. (which explains my blogging at this hr when i hafta wake up at 7 tmr.. yikez.. ) haha.. but so cool la.. made plans for clubbing.. shopping.. everything..
happy day.. =) hope tmr will be good too.. missing him lots tho.. hmm..
blog tmr.. cHeerios!
Wednesday, February 04, 2004
oh my oh my... remem e american idol she bangs guy?? there's actually a webby dedicated to him.. unbelievable..
oh n for e njcians.. haha.. u sooo gotta check this out.. =)
Tuesday, February 03, 2004
constructive day at last.. was working on e youth min notice board.. haha.. w much of kok fu's help.. =)
oh oh.. n was walking along e st pats lokang on my way to church n bumped into serene [a.k.a my tOmatO uncLe~*] haha.. she looks really good.. radiant.. smiling n all.. n sab's asking to organise some kinda gathering.. haha.. will go check if i can find any good place for bbq or smth.. haha.. so exciting.. really cant wait to meet up w every1.. tk rocks!! =)
ohoh.. n what else rocks.. hmm.. metallica's nth else matters! haha.. really nice.. one of their less noisy songs.. n there's tHis guy.. erm.. yngwie malmsteen.. hafta go check out his music.. canon in D on electric guitar.. wayyyy cool stuff.. (jason's recc.. nice nice.. )
Monday, February 02, 2004
oh my.. haha.. paul's guitar is just soo cool! been trying it out.. learning e basics.. n ouch.. fingers r hurting.. but guess it'll be worth it.. =) tis just exciting..
didnt go for e cp orientation today.. (invited e seniors back but most of us had stuff.. so didnt go in e end..) kinda wasted right? but nvm... just hope it was fun for em..
anyway.. sorted some things out.. so yea.. much better today.. =) hope ur day was fine too! cHeerios~
Still on ur side -- BBMak
You want to run you want to break free
What you want ain't what you need
Can't you see that I care
I know I'm hard on you sometimes
But when you are looking for the things you can't find
Don't you know who'll be there
Who will, I will
When it's more than you can handle
Ain't no lie