Thursday, April 29, 2004
stolen from yo (who stole it from pat)..
What does your name mean? erm.. supposedly good n smart i think.. haha, i wish!
How old are you? this is a politically incorrect qn. rephrase: "how young r u": 18 =)
How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?) erm.. hmm.. gd qn.. *shrugz* can be so childish i disgust myself.. so yea.. contradictory..
Describe yourself in 5 words. this.is.an.impossible.task.
How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? depends on where i'm rushing off to.. usually 30 mins.. or longer..
Do you dream at night? yea.
Do you remember your dreams? yea.
Describe one. sorry. m still struggling w my dreams now so cant really answer this qn..
What time do you go to bed usually? haha, there's no usual! btw 12-4am
What time do you wake up normally? no usual too... btw 7am-12nn
What time do you wake on weekends? ard 7.30am
Do you find waking late nice or annoying? depends on which side of e bed i wake up on..
Do you sleep with one pillow or two? one. my bed's cosily crammed w a pillow, a stuffed dog, 3 forever friends bears, 2 russ doggies, 2 pooh bears, a bolster.. haha, not much space left for another pillow, but guess i can always make room for e huge stuffed dog from watson's since my other stuffed dog is e smaller version of it.. *hint hint* haha..
Do you like school? ok i guess.. now tt i'm outta sch i miss it loads.. hmm..
Why/why not? friends!
Whats ur fave subject? this is such a "duH" qn.. physics!!
Most hated subject? not really hate.. just less inclined twds chemistry
Do you have a fave teacher? yeap!
Ever had a crush on a teacher? no way
Are you a maths/science person or an english/drama person? i haf varying interests..
Do you have heaps of friends? ok number i guess
Do you have a best friend? nope but quite a good lot of super good friends
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends? probably an equal lot
Do you ever get annoyed at any friend? yeah, i'm only human
Have you ever lied to a friend? little white lie
Have you ever stolen a friends boyfriend/girlfriend? there's a thing called having principals ya?
Do you like your parents? i never tot i'ld say this 4 years back but i luv em!! luv em luv em luv em luv em luv em luv em luv em..
Ever run away from home? erm not exactly ran away but stormed out of e hse w my parents yelling behind saying tt i was grounded.. stayed out all night at e void deck w my neighbours at my old place.. but tt isnt really called running away from home right? eh, or is it.. hmm..
Ever thought about it? well guess i wasnt really thinking straight when i did tt..
Do you feel your parents spoil you? so much.. =)
Do you not get along with any of your family? most of e time we get along well.. well maybe for half e time.. takes effort..
Do you have big family get togethers ever? yeap!
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nope
If so, are you in love with them? n.a
Do they love you? n.a
How long have you been together? how many times do i hafta say n.a
Most romantic thing they've ever done for you? ...
Do you have a crush? yea *grinz*
If so, are you in love? what a weird qn. crush not equals luv.. n will never mean luv unless e crush is reciprocated n things get to a deeper level n stuff, right? luv is such a complexity..
Do they know you like them? *shrugz* haha, i haf a feeling he knows! it's so weird cos then he starts blushing..
Is it serious or playful? playful! haha.. if it was tt serious u think i'll declare it here??
How long have you liked them? erm.. hmm..
Done something stupid to impress them? not tt crazy yet
Have you ever experienced unrequited love? another politcally incorrect qn.. shld be "unrequited romantic feelings" right? not luv exactly.. haha, but yea! life's a joke sometimes..
Do u find it romantic or hurtful? hmm, both.. n i relish both..
Even know what it is? ? what does this qn mean?
Do you have a religion? yea!
Do you practice it i.e go to church? yea!
Do you believe in God? yup! God Almightly, of heaven n earth.. the Father, e Son n e Holy Spirit.. =)
Jesus? yUpperz
Satan? i dont "believe in" mr s.a. tan but i believe tt he exists, n is v real..
Heaven? yes
Hell? yes
If you died tomorrow what do you believe will happen to you? i sure would like to go to heaven, but u know what, there's so many things in my life tt r not right now.. takes a lot of faith n conviction for anyone to say for sure tt he/she'll go to heaven..
Does death scare you? yea. so many things i wanna do still.. not now.. not yet..
Have you ever been drunk? heh ya!! n did i mention how much hangovers stinK???
taken drugs? erm..
stolen? nope
shoplifted? nope
tried to commit suicide? harboured tots, but mostly too frightened to really do it.. but honestly speaking, i'm sure tt at least in some pt of ur life u'll haf suicidal tendencies, wont u?
Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend? well w a particular ex i lied to myself mainly.. what e fuck..
gotten into a fight? haha, u bet! as a lil kid tt is.. remem punching my old old neighbour (a guy, same age) n he punched me back.. haha.. was painfully fun..
are you more innocent or guilty?" if loving you with all my heart's a crime.. then i'm guilty!!!" (haha, i luv ur answer yollie!)
Would you date a drug addict? luv is unpredictable right? yea, i would..
have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict? not really..
Are you racist? try not to be
Are you discriminatory to anyone? guilty. arghz. i'm so rotten..
Have you been a hypocrite in the past? ditto
Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings? hmm.. will hafta think..
Do you watch tons of tv? ok amount. not addicted or anything.. ohoh.. i luv monk! haha.. hilarious show..
How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months? dont keep track..
Do you listen to the radio often? yea!
Do you read the newspaper? yeah
Do you read magazines? yep
Are you a couch potato? haha, i'm still alright i hope..
Do you use the internet too much? define too much.. *grinz*
Whats your fave style of music? no fave, i like loads of genres.. like there's rock: metallica, sum41.. soft rock: bryan adams.. jazz: frank sinatra, diana krall.. loads of oldies.. hip-hop only in clubs n techno only when doing homework.. listen a lil to pop (tho they can get really annoying nowadays).. hmm.. yea..
Do you play an instrument? paul's git it still sitting in a corner of my room! yikez.. maybe i shld go touch it a lil later.. heh..
Do you sing? yes..horribly
Whats your fav band? i like so many it's hard to choose a fave
Why? ...
Whats your fave sport? tennis.. haha, for lotsa reasons i shant disclose here..
Whats your fave sport to watch? soccer n f1!
Do you have a fave team of any sort?aRsenal!! haha.. *pires pires* n ferrari..
Do you play a lot of sport? ok i guess.. run a lot..
ever won anything for sport? those game thingys on sports day.. tt count??
Are you funny or serious?depends...
Creative or not? not very
Logical thinker or lateral thinker? logical
Are you outgoing or shy? both.. doesnt make sense but yea..
Are you lazy or active? ditto
Have you ever been hyperactive? haha yea!!
Are you a naturally hyperactive person? depends on my mood.. n e amt of sugar n alcohol in my blood.. *grinz*
Are you happy with the way you look? not really.. hmm..
What would you change? *shrugz* me, myself n i..
Do you wear makeup regularly? nope.. i like au naturale.. but if e ocassion calls for it then of cos i'll use some..
Do you have a large wardrobe? survivable size
Do you have a job? nope...
Do you like it? luvre being jobless now! haha.. time all to myself.. =)
Are you a saver or a spender? "i try to save but still cant find all my money at the end of the day" (my sentiments exactly yollie)
Do you work hard or slack off? depends
Have you ever been fired? n.a
In trouble at work? n.a
Made a major mistake? hmm..
Ever had money stolen from you? not yet n not ever i hope
Are you always broke? not always but desperately so now..
Your all time most embarassing moment? haha! n u think i'll write it in here..
Ever snorted drink out your nose? hahaha!
Ever giggled like an idiot? all e time!
Ever embarrassed yourself and pretended nothing happened? ALWAYS!
Ever tripped in front of someone you liked? thank goodness i'm not sucha goof yet
Ever said something really stupid? yea! i think my mouth has issues w my brain..
Ever snorted while laughing? yea.. *grinz*
Ever fallen off a bed? haha.. yea! i so need a bigger bed.. *grinz*
Ever sleepwalked? nope!
Ever sleeptalked? yea! haha, but apparently nth i slp-talked made any sense.. *phew*
Whats your best memory? not for open sharing like this.. diminishes its significance for me..
Worst? sigh. dont remind me
Do you have a good memory? ok i guess.. selective.. heh..
Whats the coolest holiday you remember having? haha, check out my blog archives! eh, from march 6th to 17th!
Ever had funny thoughts and laughed and no one understood you? yea! i'm such a weirdo huh
Whats the first thought that comes to your head when you hear these names?
Melissa - tk
Bob - the builder!
Vanessa - Mae
Alyssa - Marressmo...however u spell her name?!
Jess - my aunt
Brian adams!! i luv his songs.. everything i do i do it for u, heaven, summer of 69, here i am, n so many more!!
Charlie - my cavalier king charles spaniel.. i miss him loads!!
Olivia - newton john
Drew - barrymore
Lily - flowers, ponds n then swans! heh, botanic grds
Anita - mui..
Katie - *shrugz*
Whats the first thoughts that come to your head while hearing these words?
cheese -tom n jerry (so weird huh)
rubber - tree
clothes - sHopPing
big - giants
dress - nj's college day. heh.. i hafta wear a dress or smth.. what e..
jacket - paris! eh, weird again huh
polyester - oh freak, my attachment at imre (institute of materials research n engrg at a*star)
kite - clear blue skies running ard on e field w e luv of my life.. heh.. i'm dreaming..
washing - dishwashing n landing soap all over e floor.. =)
aw man this is an incredibly n freakinly long questionaire!! m just glad i'm done w it.. *phew*
Wednesday, April 28, 2004
dead beat.
n what a small small sg.. helped out at e jp morgan chase corporate challenge today at e padang.. haha, super fun! saw lotsa nj juniors there trying to fill up their red cip book.. n was working w 3 other guys at our section of e baggage counter (along w mummy cos no one else was free to volunteer w me) haha, turns out 2 of em were tian xiang's classmate in ri-rj or smth.. n one of em's going nus engin. fact. this yr too!! nice.. e other guy's going us n e 3rd one's already in yr2 chem engin.. haha.. so guess i wont be all tt lonely in uni.. at least i know some ppl doing engin too... hmm.. but yeah!! e event was real fun! w e exception of an old man having a severe heart attack,*yikez*.. so many companies turned up for e event! loads of ppl.. n for e 5.6km route, e 1st runner came in at abt 17 mins.. a gurkha w e police force.. impressive!
anw i'm feeling super broke n in extreme doubt of myself n my judgement.. i dont know.. just paid e 500 bucks to nus for ee.. but just seems too scary.. what if it's e wrong choice?? shld i pay e 100 bucks to ntu anyway too?? ahhhhhh.. i hate decision-making.. n how come i dont know any other girls taking engin.? it's really all too much.. scary scary freakingly scary.. help!!
Monday, April 26, 2004
wow.. sunday was so gd i tell u..
first up: San Marino GP
schumi won.. again! (yo, at least mclauren finished this time) super tight driving esp in e 1st min w freakin idiot montoya trying to ram both schumis off.. crazy.. haha, anw did u see alex yoong?? he's gonna be one of e new cohosts to e show! heh.. guess if u cant be among em u can ask least talk abt em..
bigger news: arsenal's cHamp!! =) brilliant.. just haf to try lay my hands on a pires jersey now.. *grinz*
pires pires...
Saturday, April 24, 2004
You are the Aqua Marine Mermaid. You are pure and
brave. Strong and True. Your best friend is
your seahorse, your steed. You have fought many
battles in your own life and in the sea. No
matter what challenge you overcome it.
Congratulations there are very few of you.
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Friday, April 23, 2004
time for a change
all these mindless blogging entries seem to be leading nowhere.. day-in day-out e usual stuff.. my life's pretty boring if u havent yet noticed..
n no, i do not agree w voyeurism..
so yes.. perhaps it is indeed time for a change..
suddenly exposing what goes on in my life (tho terribly superficially) seems to not be a good idea anymore..
nakedness
what the heck
growing pains
m i ageing? oh fuck..
Friday, April 16, 2004
how do u measure luv?
luv's measured by e hole he/she leaves in ur heart.
-blueprint2:princess moon
beautiful script. talented acting.
sigh..
will i ever haf a crater, not just a hole, left in mine? n will tt be considered a precious gift or e damned of misfortunes?
Thursday, April 15, 2004
right.. was complaining of all my boredom remem? well anw.. here's a brief account of what happened over e past 72 hours..
-massive blackout. freaked out for a while.. (for those of u who know what i've been going thru will know tt e blackout really did freak me out for a few secs) ended up staring at e beautifully star-lit sky cos e entire area was lights-free meaning significantly less light pollution.. nice..
-met up w e tk bunch! haha.. went to some chi dumpling restaurant@paragon.. bill came to 100+ but thank gdness there were 11 of us.. haha.. was super fun.. eh.. then walked ard town aft dinner high on chocs n gelato.. *grinz*
-1st drvg prac lesson.. right.. so it wasnt exactly f1 style.. was cruising round e circuit at ard 30km/h.. but hey, at least i didnt crash.. phew!
-interview for usp.. darnit i tell u.. e no of interviews i've screwed up.. right.. but was quite fun still.. met a few ppl i know in e waiting room.. pri sch classmate, tk cca friend, nj ppl.. hmm.. i dont know.. haf learnt to haf lil expectations to avoid disappointmt. yup..
hmm.. oh n e quiz i posted on tues right? here's what e result had to say:
[You are affectionate, giving and loving. You are very understanding of others which makes you a person others want to be with.You're very careful and circumspect in all matters but you won't face any problems until they actually happen. Also you're a kind and sensitive person.You love the good life. You live extravagantly and like everything around you to be beautifully crafted. You are optimistic, have an excellent sense of humor and enjoy having your friends around you.You are logical, smart and inventive. Sometimes you are too cold and selfish.]
what's w this problem-phobic side of me suddenly being in e total limelight of myself? ugh.. freakin'ly blah..
anw.. just found this quote somewhere "if u arent part of e solution then ya part of e problem" heh.. how comforting..
Tuesday, April 13, 2004
this is kinda delayed but e easter event/stayover/sunrise service was gReat! really thank God for everything.. abv all i thank Him for e ocassion.. u know it's like amazing.. "But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us." -Romans 5:8 yup... tt was our theme verse for e event too.. how cool's tt huh?
anw.. was just reading a bk from my mentor.. kinda interesting.. says smth abt growth/developmt being brought abt by experiencing e pain tt facing problems bring.. as in problems emselves r just problems.. but facing em r quite e diff story.. hope tt sounded coherrent.. but hmm.. what a whole lot of effort tt'll take.. even arif says i run away from stuff.. right.. better start working on this.. but do i really want to?
right.. anw check this out.. cute stuff!
Sunday, April 11, 2004
Friday, April 09, 2004
happy! finally things have cleared up! so happy k.. really really hafta thank elena, lydia, april n june last night for helping me w stuff.. *big hugz* but abv all i thank God.. =) crashed june's place at tanah merah last night till like 2am.. haha, but was just great.. so sorry to yo n lyd for not meeting up but was really urgent... so yea.. sorry sorry..
right.. so it's daddy's burfdae tmr!! haha.. so excited.. gonna throw in a surprise for him so will just hafta wait n see his rxn.. *grinz* yeap, n finaLLy.. doing away w e angel wings for tmr's easter event.. haha.. so happy k.. (wasnt my idea to haf em in e 1st place.. kinda got sabo-ed)
anw i need to complain.. i buay tahan sg's weather... ugh.. sooo humid/hot.. i need my aircon.............
yup.. haha, just back from lunch aft church w jon.. n going out now for nice jap dinner w parents b4 watching e passion.. heh, i'm eating a lot nowadays.. weird thing is tt aft all e cheesecake, frapps, ice cream, pies, char kway teow, i just lost 1 kg.. haha.. m i happy or what.. *grinz* cant wait for tmr's buffet lunch!!! (just hope it isnt my weighing scale dying on me.. yikez)
whatever.. haha.. take care ppl.. i'll blog again soon enuff..
cheerios! =)
Thursday, April 08, 2004
feeling horrible
was supposed to meet up w quite a few ppl today but smth's cropped up last min n had to cancel everything.. sigh.. feeling rotten.. sorry..
Wednesday, April 07, 2004
ouch. had to slp w my neck cranked at e weirdest angle to avoid provoking e newly pierced left ear cartillage.. but what e heck.. haha.. i luv it! it's like a nice lil stud there.. *grinz* e price to pay for vanity i tell u.. (sacrificial as much as monetary).. yup.. ear piercing, eyebrow tweezing, waxing.. which reminds me.. yo n i r supposed to go for a pedi sometime soon.. hmm..
haha.. sorry guys to hafta read tt.. it is typical girl stuff anw...
hmm. busy week.. met up w ruperto, elena n chris ong on mon.. shopping w mum yest.. daddy's burfae this sat.. :) bumped into hweeping @ taka.. wanted to go clubbing together next wed.. bUt haf drvg prac lesson on thurs am.. ugh.. wasted k.. n i miss [sparks].. then going hv for t-retreat stuff w ruperto again later..
right.. so kinda haf to rush out now.. blog again soon! :)
Monday, April 05, 2004
easter rehearsal today! haha.. it rox man.. well.. here's smth to clue u in if ya wondering wHat in e world m i talking abt...
kay.. easter's coming.. my church's youth ministry is putting up a production.. pretty cool stuff i tell u.. n yeap.. it's open to all so if u wanna come check it out just gimme a call or smth k? 10th april (nxt sat) 6pm.. dinner's on e hse.. it's at Christ Methodist Church, oppo st pats.. v v v near vj.. come kay? haha.. i'm ic of publicity btw.. so must come.. yeap! oh.. n i may hafta wear angel wings n a halo tt night.. aw man..
anw.. today was fun la.. met jon in town aft tt for dinner.. bumped into gRace tan a.k.a gRassy tan! haha.. one of my pri sch best friends! haha.. coincidentally enuff she went to imre too.. so yea.. cool stuff.. ohoh.. n sooo wanna pierce my ear tmr.. cant wait.. left side's e straight side right? haha.. look out for it! xciting.. =)
Saturday, April 03, 2004
crashed christina's class supper last night.. haf not seen her since e As n it's like woohoo~ finally found someone who's not doing anything much too.. *grinz* yup.. jill, jinrong, yuenjing, jon kao, farhan n shazi were all there too.. haha.. nice nice.. ended up talking for hours at e esplanade until midnight! poor jinrong ended up missing her train home.. n e cab meter just kept jumping like crazy.. bleah to midnight surcharges..
heh.. arsenal lost.. *sobz* pires got benched too early la.. n things got pretty rough.. oh well.. nvm.. tuff, interesting game anw.. ahh.. there goes 50 bucks..
oh yea.. got rejected from my dream us uni.. hmpf.. nus here i come..
p.s. i miss techno/trance!! kay.. can imagine u all rolling ur eyes again.. but seriously.. e old techno/trance r really gd.. those newer ones suck yea.. n e dj for this song right? he started out n did a whole range of works.. stuff like freedom , daydream, e melody, generation love when he was only 13!! how cool's tt.. lotsa piano stuff/classical influence.. nice nice.. *grinz* alright.. i'll stop it already.. anyway if ya wondering, he's pretty much an undergrd dj so if u wanna check out his stuff.. can try #pub in irc instead of e usual #mp3cable etc..
right right.. i'll quit it already.. haha.. nitez ppl..
cheerios!! =)
Friday, April 02, 2004
sooo much better now.. hooray.. just realised how it's possible for some ppl to actually get addicted to cough med, stuff like codeine.. i'm actually looking fwd to my twice-daily dosage of e drowsiness-inducing med.. hmm.. i'm scaring myself now..
nvm.. anyway had a great time last night.. imre (some a*star attachmt thingy i had at e end of yr1) reunion! haha.. finally had a chance to catch up w most of em.. ppl like fengling, cuilin, jon kao, aaron n this other guy.. kinda forgot his name cos he ended his attachmt early.. oopz! *grinz* went for supper at newton circus... m getting fat i tell u.. going out for food-meetings so much.. yikez! hmm.. too bad elaine, shi hui, grace, terence n nan si couldnt make it.. hmm.. oh well.. another time i guess.. it's real cool cos we r all from diff schs.. vj, ac, hc, rj, nj.. n can still get along pretty well.. nice.. and it's kinda interesting to note tt out of e 11 of us tt spent an entire month doing research, only aaron's keen on pursuing it as a career.. phillip yeo will be real proud.. :)
haf stuff to do now.. blog again later.. cheerios! =)