Sunday, May 30, 2004
What Finding Nemo Character are You?
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*protests* but tot i'm supposed to be e fearless gi joe w e kung fu grip?? screw these quizzes..
Friday, May 28, 2004
it is ok to induldge in a lil rubbish once in a while...
[rubbish no.1]
Noodle vs Bao (unedited)
Chapter One
One day, noodle quarrel with meat bao(bun).They had a
fight but bao was too clumsy and lost badly. He was
very angry and he told noodle to stay behind if he has
the guts and he'll get his pals to assist him.
Meat bao went to find bread, man tou, jian bao etc to
get them to reinforce him. Along the way, they saw maggi mee. They ah bish ah bish ah bish and beat maggi
mee up and maggi mee beri puzzled why he kena beaten
up. He said, "Why u all beat me? What have I done to
deserve this?" The meat bao said, "Noodle! Dun think u
perm your hair then cannot recognise u!"
Chapter Two
Maggi mee, who was beaten up for no reason, was
very angry. So he went to find bee hoon, udon, fried
noodles etc to seek revenge. But on the way, they met
small bao. Maggi mee looked at small bao for a while
then told his brothers, "Bra-der! Whack him!" Maggi
mee whack small bao harder & harder.
After the noodles family has left, they asked Maggi
Mee why he hated small bao so much and beat him up so
badly. Maggi mee said. "At first wanna teach him a
small lesson only, but then see him act cute, made me
so angry."
Chapter Three
The more small bao thought of it, the more buay
song he was. So, he found the bao family to whack
Maggi mee. Then they found ying shi juan (noodles
covered with bun). They brought him back as hostage
and were about to but him on the stove to force him to
talk when the bao head said, "That's not noodles!
That's our undercover!"
Chapter Four
The family of bao and noodles are now enemies and
they have gang fights whenever they see each o! ther.
One day, the noodles family was having a walk when
they saw char siew bao alone. Seeing the good chance,
all of them attacked him. The noodles family shouted,
Beat him hard hard! Don't give chance just because
he's vomiting blood!"
Chapter Five
Poor char siew bao, with his injuries, went to the
bao headquarters to look for help. All the bao family was activated and together with red bean bao, green
bean bun etc. they went to seek revenge. All the
passerbys siam them as they look like they will kill.
They saw french fries jalan jalan along, shopping. The
bao family attacked him. The bao head shouted, "Noodle
people still wear gold go shopping! Whack him!!!"
Chapter Six
Finally, the bao family manage to kidnap noodle,
the one who started up the whole show, and brought him
back to the bao headquarter. All the baos took turns
to whack him. At the end, the chief of baos - dua bah
bao took a final roll over noodle before they dump
him. When the poor noodle finally went home, none of
the family members could recognise him bcoz he is
totally disfigured and flattened. In order not to
let the family bear the bad name, he appears as a
new member named Mee Pok.
[rubbish no.2]
You're GI Joe with the Kung Fu Grip!! You're
strong, tough, and know how to kick some ass.
Don't forget though, no matter how manly you
think you are, you're still just a doll. God
Bless America.
What childhood toy from the 80s are you?
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Wednesday, May 26, 2004
feeling compelled to discuss e monaco gp (last sunday) aft reading yo n jason's commentary..
hmm.. right..
e thing abt schumi crashing out, n e lil accident, w sato's honda bar smoking.. hmm.. things w e safety cars all ovr e place..
u get e gist of it, dont u?
super interesting, exciting n infurating (for some) race.. some things happened which probably shldnt haf.. then again, think abt it.. in a high speed race like tt, split second rxns can haf huge reprecussions, consequences.. as in, a slight micro mini error can result in a smth major.. so yea.. then again montoya n schumi haf always been bitter, hard head-on rivals havent they? sorry abt this yo, but i seriously dont agree w montoya. tt guy's simply reckless w lil regard for his or anybody else's safety on e track. a few races back, i think it was e spanish gp, he tried ramming schumi, almost.. then schumi engaged what's called defensive driving n montoya ended up forcing his team-mate ralf schumi on e dirt.. i think it's alright to want to win, but not to win at all costs.. get what i mean? montoya's getting obsessive. his interviews haf all been extremely cocky as well.. i dont like him.
but then again, i dont blindly want schumi to win all e time either.. i think last sunday's race was simply spectacular cos w winner was one totally unexpected.. was a nice watch.. but to say tt dropping viewerships for f1's cos of schumi's straight wins is a lil unfair. u cant blame someone for having extensive experience and expertise in honing his craft n stuff can u? n if tt's how some viewers see it, tt as long as schumi wins, e race is boring, n tt they might as well not watch, then they arent tt much of a f1 fan are they? there's much more than who wins tt makes it interesting.. like e diff strategies the race cars employ. 2 pit stops vs 3 pit stops. when to make a pit stop and the time taken. constructor's title points.
it's not like i know e race drivers personally or anything so it'll be simply silly of me to continue this rambling. but here's e last bit of my opinion on this:
monaco gp was great.
n just leave schumi alone.
i think this guy has incredible talent. if he wins, then by all means, well done. if he keeps winning n everyone else is just getting unhappy, then do smth abt it, beat him in e next race. simple as tt. but beat him clean, not in "montoya fashion".
Monday, May 24, 2004
wkend was gReat!!! =)
had my relatives over for a bbq on sat.. got to hang out w my cousins.. nice nice.. elaine taught me a bit more abt playing e git! haha.. so yea, inspired now..
was nice to haf all sat morning to myself.. painted my nails a shiny sorta sky-blue! (i think it's nice! gen says its pretty in a weird way.. jon had to put up w me trying to match my nail colour to stuff in sight.. haha, n wee kee just went "wHaaaat???" e moment my hands touched e steering wheel..)
ohohoh.. n js says they may haf pires' jersey in ladies sizes too!! haha.. can't wait!! *pires pires* absolutely drool-worthy.. (probably e only guy tt i've been thinking is cool for this long.. haha.. dates back to j1.. yEap!!)
anw sunday was fun also.. was supposed to go for e big walk but yea, overslpt.. oink~ n yea, guess walking wo a proper cause does seem a lil senseless. but anw.. m sooo excited abt t-retreat!! counting down e days.. =) haha, n mel lim n i wore our monkey shirts together to church.. n ruperto's wallet is e same paul frank monkey face as e one on my shirt! haha, so yea.. was just taking silly pics..
walked ard town w a gd friend aft tt then went all e way back east for e vj harmoc band concert.. haha.. kel had a solo part which was just superb.. =)
so yea.. even tho i missed e centro party, n schumi crashed out (but hafta admit tt tt effectively made f1 a much more exciting watch.. haha! all jumbled up final standings! oh n yo, mclauren was no where in sight also..), n didnt see e tennis dude (tho i m obviously over gushing abt him), my wkend still was gd..
it's a bit weird i think.. like a few posts back i said smth abt life being one hell of a rollercoaster ride, right? guess it's super true.. when u hit rock bottom, u haf nowhere else to go but up.. n when u hit e zenith, u either crash back or create new pinnacles (which seems a lot less probable in my case).. it's a cyclical kinda thing.. dont know if i'm making sense here n if u catch what i'm trying to say.. hmm, smth like e stock mkt.. eh.. yea..
anw, here's smth to think abt: "do i luv u? i forget.." -from eternal sunshine of e spotless mind. (incidentally, e mtv for e theme song's spooky in a repulsive way.. dont say i didnt warn ya..)
Friday, May 21, 2004
u sure it isnt fri e 13th?? u sure??
right.
looong story.. but to cut it super short, here goes:
had an appt at e airline hse today at 10am. impt appt. cos of a security screw-up, ended up running in late, past 3 warehouses to e place of appt, while enduring forming blisters courtesy of my heels.
then anw, it was supposed to end by abt 1 but dragged till 4plus.. for those of u who read e computer times, u may haf read e part announcing e winners of tix to e ipod party at centro tmr night. well yea.. won a pair.. but guess what.. didnt haf enuff time to rush down from changi (it's a 5 min walk away from e saf ferry terminal) all e way to toa payoh north by 5pm (n then back to church in e east by 6.30pm). yea. i feel super conned i tell u.. ugh.....
but guess it wasnt tt bad in e end.. finally managed to get thru tm/tmps int etc all by myself wo getting lost.. haha.. remem getting miserably lost in sec 2 or smth w sab n berwine.. so yea.. major improvement.. =)
but still.... i sooo wanna go for e party tmr!! sigh......... meeting relatives tmr.. gathering.. yippie!
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
it's funny how a mysteriously swollen left hand, a suddenly blown light bulb and a totally unexpected phone call can help resolve bits of tension to last wkend's episode. it's like adding absolutely unrelated ingredients into a witch's cauldron and then, "poof!", out comes some sorta magical potion. funny huh.. i'm uttering rubbish. but u know what, i'm just grateful. to God, ppl ard me.. n yeah, to and for my parents. yeap, shld be getting alright now i guess.. will take a while, but thanks for ur concern.. then again wounds may heal n all but scars remain for life, u know? i still fuckingly hate e b i got for econs. yeah... then again, it's easy to forget to count one's blessings.. so yea.. =)
anw, here's smth i read in another book..
[ prime nos r what is left when u haf taken all the patterns away. (*cos prime nos r positive whole nos excluding those multiples of 2, 3, 4 and so on*) i think prime nos r like life. they r very logical but u could nvr work out the rules, even if u spent all ur time thinking abt em. -from the curious incident of e dog in the night-time ]
how true, isnt it?
Sunday, May 16, 2004
i hate myself. seriously.
weekend was disastrious. sigh.
chanced upon this book last night at borders.. was killing time w my misery n dragging ppl ard me down w it as well.. sorry jon. sigh. i m rotten arent i?
anw here's one part tt i read. not exactly word for word but what i can remem from it:
[ a man of e vineyard was lying on his deathbed. just as he caught his last breath, he muttered: "grape, is made of wine".
**missing parts i cant remem**... if grape is made of wine, then perhaps we are the words that tell us who we are. ]
almost cried when i read tt. (heh, well i did in sch.. i hate tears, at least those shed in front of others, haf i ever mentioned tt? sign of weakness. heh.. startling realisation at just how weak i m.. there, another absolutely rotten pt abt me. but thanks hx for being there for me..)
stick n stones can break bones but it's words, hurtful ones, that can break souls. my soul. i dont know. college day was a mistake. then again maybe i am the mistake to begin with. i hate expectations. i dont expect anything really.. learnt from early on tt having no expectations makes life easier to live. less disappointment. less pain. i hate ppl having expectations of me. but tt's out of my control isnt it? yea, tt probably sums it all up.
dont know what's wrong w myself anymore. caught myself thinking in profanities for a full minute or more. i hate this as well.. since when did i become like tt? i'll try to keep clean, keep clean thoughts but seriously, these r stains tt r hard to wash off..what's wrong w me?!?
guess i've changed. over e past 4 yrs i've learnt a lot. sudden exposure to brutal reality. jadedness. e last thing i thought i'll become. hah. how interesting.
life's one hell of a rollercoaster ride.
yea man.
Breaking the Habit - Linkin Park
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safer in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
Cultured my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I have no options left again
I dont want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
I'll paint it on the walls
Cuz I'm the one that falls
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
***
Saturday, May 15, 2004
woohoo~ yesterday was great! finally, finally had a tk 4/3 get-together aft like 2.5 yrs! haha.. thanks lots mel hs for organising it.. was just super fun really.. =)
was just interesting to see how we all turned out.. for one, jp's still e same hyperactive crazy girl.. haha.. right, let's see who was there.. hmm.. mel hs, minyu, ching lu, kah ming, yeeting, htay yu, sharon, jill, weiling, berwine, joy, yilin, serene, steff, bernie, xp, yo.. =)
haha.. illegal gathering ah.. so many of us sitting on e floor at some corner of esplanade.. haha.. n did anyone notice e "no cameras allowed" sign at marche? haha... apparently we took photos right in front of e sign.. but heck la, yo.. =)
anw e whole evening was just loads of fun.. catching up n stuff.. my fingers will just die typing everything out here.. =)
anw.. just realised tt we took only a few pics.. i haf 5 only.. haha! n check out one of e group pics! i look constipated.. damnit!?!.. haha..
hmmmmmm.. chalet, anyone?
Thursday, May 13, 2004
feels funny trying to blog aft abandoning my blog (sorta) for a while.. hmm.. anw.. i'm feeling extremely strange at e moment. i dont know.. hard to describe/explain.. it's just tt i've this weird feeling.. goes deep within me.. hmm.. then again it's probab;y just me in general.. hmm.. haha.. nvm, m just soooo happy tt both eric n wee kee finally say tt i'm a not-bad driver! woohoo~ haha.. got e thumbs up from em.. means a lot to me esp since i luv f1 soo much.. *schumi schumi* (speaking of f1, i think takuma sato's cute.. haha) n jason, i hit 80km/h today.. kinda exceeded e speed limit of 70 for tt rd but what e heck.. =)
so excited abt tmr.. meeting w lotsa friends over e wkend.. tk, nj college day.. cant wait.. =) just kinda sad tt jane, sab n rach wont be going w e rest of us to marche tmr.. sigh..
oh oh.. n heard there was an ntu bash at zouk last night?! heh.. jun han called me soo late la.. was in church.. hmm.. seriously, haf not gone clubbing for like forever! months.. sheesh.. maybe if i've not missed e nus bash i'll go.. haha..
oh yea.. has anyone been checking out e sunsets lately? it's amazingly scenic i tell u.. it's like every evening for e past week e clouds haf had diff colours, diff textures n stuff.. like there was e wispy pink "phoenix" (use ur imagination ya?).. then e crisp white rows of "pebbles".. heh.. bet u think i'm talking rubbish again.. nvm.. anw since m on e topic of sunsets, here's a song i've spent sooo long trying to find e lyrics on.. yup.. really nice song.. sad tho.. hmm.. dont listen to chi songs much but this one's real gd.. (thx jon koh!) luv this song.. sigh..... so sad..
Huang Hun - Zhou Chuan Xiong
过完整个夏天 忧伤并没有好一些
guo wan zheng ge xia tian, you shang bing mei you hao yi xie
开车行驶在公路无际无边 有离开自己的感觉
kai che xing shi zai gong lu wu ji wu bian, you li kai zi ji de gan jue
唱不完一首歌 疲倦还剩下黑眼圈
chang bu wan yi shou ge, pi juan hai sheng xia hei yan quan,
感情的世界 伤害在所难免 黄昏再美终要黑夜
gan qing de shi jie, shang hai zai suo nan mian, huang hun zai mei zhong yao hei ye
依然记得从你口中说出再现坚决如铁
yi ran ji de cong ni kou zhong shuo chu zai jian jian jue ru tie
昏暗中有种烈日 灼身的错觉
hun'an zhong you zhong lie ri zhuo shen de cuo jue
黄昏的地平线 划出一句离别 爱情进入永夜
huang hun de di ping xian, hua chu yi ju li bie, ai qing jin ru yong ye
依然记得从你眼中滑落的泪伤心欲绝
yi ran ji de cong ni yan zhong hua luo de lei shang xin yu jue
混乱中有种热泪烧伤的错觉
hun luan zhong you zhong re lei shao shang de cuo jue
黄昏的地平线 割断幸福喜悦 相爱已经幻灭
huang hun de di ping xian, ge duan xing fu xi yue, xiang ai yi jing huan mie
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
i'm so tired. it's crazy.. been so busy i dont even know what e heck i'm busy with.. sigh.. drained. just blardy drained. freaking comp giving me probs. irritating stupid air con. atrocious weather. i'm just picking on everything to complain on now.. ah.. screw it..
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
My inner child is ten years old!
The adult world is pretty irrelevant to me. Whether
I'm off on my bicycle (or pony) exploring, lost
in a good book, or giggling with my best
friend, I live in a world apart, one full of
adventure and wonder and other stuff adults
don't understand.
How Old is Your Inner Child?
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i sooo luv not being an adult.. =)
Sunday, May 02, 2004
all my life - foo fighters
All my life I've been searching for something
something never comes never leads to nothing
nothing satisfies but I'm getting close
closer to the prize at the end of the rope
all night long I dream of the day
when it comes around then it's taken away
leaves me with the feeling that I feel the most
The feeling comes to life when I see your ghost
Come down don't you resist
you have such a delicate wrist
and if I give it a twist
something to hold when I lose my breath
will I find something in that
so give me just what I need
another reason to bleed
ONE BY ONE hidden up my sleeve
ONE BY ONE hidden up my sleeve
right. some ammendments to e questionaire:
are u happy w e way u look? - yUp! firm yes. always be content. yuppers.
the crush qn. - as of now, no crush.. haha, how weird huh.. met him again just now at e bbq area.. talked a bit.. but suddenly e whole thing just wore off.. so yea, no crush.. i'm free from e chains of "crush-iness".. or whatever u call tt.. haha, liberating! now i can conc on pires yea?? *grinz*
the "does death scare u?" qn - u know what, we were nvr meant to live forever on earth anw.. it's e inevitable. what point in being terrified of smth u cant help? makes things worse.. so yea.. tot abt it n yea, i'm neutral.. if it comes tmr it comes.. being called back home by God is way better than spending a super duper absurdly long time in this twisted lil world.. just wanna let u reading this know tt i luv all of u... friends, n my parents too.. *hugz* =)
ohmygosh. i'm so mushy all of a sudden.. haha.. but stop cringing! i mean it.. =)