sch's out! woohoo!
haha, but i'll be away from 1st-3rd. so yeah, if ya looking for me just sms me k? just tt i might take long to reply..
ohoh.. haha, edna mode reminds me so much of mrs chia! now now, dont u start splitting hair w me! :P i miss her! n everyone in nj.. hmmm, 20th joyce is organising smth right? tt'll be cool..
anw................
i'm dreaming of a white christmas &
walking on fields of gold! :)
"if only i cld go thru e ducts n leap out onstage in a cape - tt's my dream"
- ralph nader, US 3rd-party presidential candidate, on his absence from presidential debates.
haha! how cute. n what a twist to the line "two's company, three's a crowd". haha, not tt i'm saying bush n kerry really enjoyed each other's company.. but who knows? oh well.. :P
i'm so bored tt i'm blogging n blog surfing too much.
haha.. n borrowing joan n liangguang's terms.. i see cobwebs!
i'm just too bored. n it's weird u know.. like how i used to complain agst e idea of voyeurism n all tt.. then i realise tt i'm doing just that. reading other ppl's blogs.. but i guess it's a blog cos u want ppl to read right? else it'll simply be a priv blog/journal thing. haha, but still, e idea is kinda scary.. abt not knowing who's reading what. haha, but m now perfectly alright w ppl reading mine. tt's what blogging is all about right? haha, so yes yes, continue reading! :P
but anw, e reason for this post is tt i just surfed on in a friend's site.. n stumbled upon a blog referral thing n seems like my blog is e top (n ott!!) referral site! haha, just imagine my amazement can. hmm, not tt close to him/her n i dont want to cause any misunderstandings.. hopefully he/she'll read this post.. so yeap.. for clarification purposes, i dont think i surf on in all tt often, serious! dont know u well so i dont really know how u think abt stuff like this, but pls pls pls dont think i'm trying to pry things out of ur life n stuff k? i really dont visit all tt often.. n i guess there r other ppl who use my blog as a link to other ppl's site.. so tt's y it turned up there. haiyah. i just freaked out when i saw it.. really.. n i think this has to be e only other probable reason.. :( maybe i shld consider removing all e links from my blog.
pls dont tell me i'm being paranoid again.. or m i?
i'm just darn scared of creating any misunderstandings..
charlie's coming!!!!
this is gonna be one perfect december. i can just feel it. :)
oops! so it's kinda flawed. gotta argue it from another pt of view..
hmm.. k.. to have it start with an egg, it will need 2 eggs, specifically one male one female. (they hafta be fertilised n all.. self fertilising eggs? neah.. so has to start from 2 chickens!) but anw.. if it were to start from 2 eggs, these eggs will hafta survive chick-hood to be able to reproduce.. but what r e chances of tt happening in the "survival of e fittest" animalist world? it'll really be a whole lot easier and safer to start with 2 chickens, one male n female.. that can lay as many eggs, as often as they want.. and these in turn will result in a whole load of chicks that become chickens that lay more eggs blah blah blah.
haha.. so yeap, chicken before egg.
on a side note: jeff asked how come ppl can spend so much time thinking which came 1st instead of coming up w a cure for sars faster.. my answer? the latter requires major expertise.. the former simply requires imagination. there..
and thanks cynthia and jason.. for reminding me to smile.. :)
just 1 ppr left!
woohoo!!!
haha. i'm happy, finally. :) in hol mood alr.. can u imagine? this whole crap will be over soon.. yay!! haha, n i'm looking fwd to youth camp now.. this hol is gonna be packed! n i'm setting my mind up to enjoy every single bit of it. my only gripe? dec always comes too late and ends too fast!
but anw, i realised my brain works in e weirdest ways.. thought this up while i was studying.. here's e age-old qn: which came 1st, e chicken or e egg?
my answer? the chicken.
hence Jia Hui's theory of the chicken before egg.
haha. cos if it had started from an egg, it would need heat incubation by a chicken sitting on it to hatch. i guess when studying all tt entropy stuff, we learn abt the inclination of the "heat death of e universe" n stuff, so it's highly likely that in such prehistoric times, earth was a much colder place.. n therefore e egg cant possibly haf hatched by itself. while it cld haf happened otherwise, (i mean, who m i to say this for sure right? haha..) it'll make it more logical for God to haf created a pair of chickens tt can procreate, rather than a self hatching egg.
haha.. my truckload of rubbish again? *nod*
haha, but seriously... if this is proven true one day.. wow! *grin* but as long as i haf my chicken rice n scrambled eggs.. i dont really care which order they come from.
haha, cheerios!
sigh. guess i shld stop being angry w everything. this is one of e worst prepared exams ive ever taken, n i guess i can only blame myself. i dont know.. hafta re-evaluate everything once this sem is over. but is tt really e only way out?
i think back at what e past 4 months has been to me. n it's really living from wk to wk. every wkend's spent doing phy online. every other fri, mon, tues is spent trying to figure out programming labs part 1, n wed wallowing in self pity having just failed another lab part 2. and in btw all these i'm just shuffling from one lecture to another, not understanding what's going on. n gosh, i'll be always too happy when saturday comes.. respite!
right now im just looking fwd to next monday. hurry!!
i cld start on a whole long string of profanities, but i guess one shld suffice.
oh fuck
turn up ur speaker volume n indulge...
just purrfect for e aftermath of today's physics ppr..
i am really learning new things everyday!
haha... today i learnt tt the desert rose is actually a formation in e desert due to moisture being trapped in the sand for extended periods of time!
if only this applied to my schwork..
oh well.. at least i'm starting to study now..
seriously, there's more to everything than exams right? then again i'm prolly too slack for my own good.. e necessary evil right? bleah.
haha. n the weather's just perfect today! gosh. so tempted to just throw away my notes n go for a swim.. (haha, throw my notes down e chute again? realised i haf a nack for doing e dumbest things b4 tests etc. like how i threw away my EE notes, yes down e chute.. by accident e day b4 e test.. n like how a few days ago i just had to swallow a stupid fish bone n spend 4 hrs in hosp cos it got stuck. only to sneeze while waiting for e doc n it went down just like tt.. so all he cld see was a cut on e back of my throat. haha, i'm sure there r ppl out there who read this n r gonna judge me for these again.. just as how they have judged me for every thing i do or am.. but really, y take everything so seriously? haha.. i dont give a rats ass what u think.. hmm. realised i do have a bad habit of really digressing. haha, then again this blog is called "my ramblings" for a reason right? okay okay.. back to e point..)
eh. wait.. what's e pt of this again? hmmm.. dammit. i think too much studying aft too much slacking is getting to me.. haha.. sudden OVERDRIVE.
darn. nerdy spectacles here i come.
i'm learning a lil bit more abt myself everyday.
:)
hands to heaven
and no.. m not exactly talking abt sch/exam matters..
m not eating fish for a looong while.
bryan adams on e sound waves now.
never fails to make me swoon.. haha, even if he's kinda wrinkly now..
but anw. today was gd! (cept for arafat's death. wonder what will happen next. peace, ppl.. peace! n cept too tt my cookies r in sch w lg! haha.. think they're gonna eat it for me alr.. haha, nvm..) m taking sch matters all cool now.. haha.. i guess..
been having quite a few visitors to e hse lately. not tt i'm complaining..
ooh. looooooong mugging break beckons! no sch till next sat.. physics ppr! boy do i need mr wee.........
......n my darling! *grin*
from IVLE announcement box:
PE aftermath
"If you submitted something, forget about the PE and concentrate on the final exams. We must learn to live and let go. Remember: it's alright if everyone dies together: just make sure you don't die alone." - Prof Raymond Tan
right. that is soooo helpful.
sigh.
but today's looking slightly brighter now.. very comforting to know that in times of weakness like this.. i have people ard me who really do care.. i thank God for you, and i just thank you for being there.
it's hard to hold a candle
in the cold november rain
the windmills of your mind - sting
Round,
Like a circle in a spiral
Like a wheel within a wheel
Never ending or beginning
On an ever-spinning reel
Like a snowball down a mountain
Or a carnival balloon
Like a carousel that's burning
Running rings around the moon
Like a clock whose hands are sweeping
Past the minutes of its face
And the world is like an apple
Rolling silently in space
Like the circles that you find
In the windmills of your mind
Like a tunnel that you follow
To a tunnel of its own
Down a hollow to a cavern
Where the sun has never shone
Like a door that keeps revolving
In a half-forgotten dream
Like the ripples from a pebble
Someone tosses in a stream
Keys that jingle in your pocket
Words that jangle in your head
Why did summer go so quickly?
Was it something that you said?
Lovers walk along the shore
Leave their footprints in the sand
Is the sound of distant drumming
Just the fingers of your hand?
Pictures hanging in a hallway
Or the fragment of this song
Half-remembered names and faces
But to whom do they belong?
When you knew that it was over
Were you suddenly aware
That the autumn leaves were turning
To the colour of her hair?
A R G H !
stress.
but guess as akshata says.. it's all a matter of perspective.. right?
hmm.. thanks girl.. :)
and so e countdown begins...
all e best for e exams & As!!
mug hard.